Eleven Days

Eleven days from now I’ll be toeing the start line.

My training is done. You don’t build fitness in the final eleven days. You protect what’s already there.

The slow boring summer miles, the Zone 2 runs in Texas heat, the 14er summits, the twelve-mile long runs, the 5K time trial, the learning to suffer. All of it is already in the legs. The work has happened and October 3rd is where it shows up.

My goal is a sub-two half marathon. I’m not hedging that.

I know some things going in now that I didn’t know a year ago.

The legs are strong. Genuinely, measurably strong in a way the previous version of this body wasn’t. The summer built something real, and I can feel it on the runs now. The effort that used to cost more costs less. The pace that used to take concentration holds itself.

What the summer also built is harder to measure: the capacity to stay present inside discomfort. The climb up 14ers taught that. So did the caretaking season, and so did the twelve-mile runs with six at race pace, when my mind didn’t believe my body could. The fitness and the mental training came through the same miles in the same hard summer.

I’m not the same runner who went out too fast at mile one last time. That runner didn’t trust what he’d built. This one has more evidence.

The plan is specific. Start conservative. Trust the legs through the middle miles when the mind gets loud. Make the decision at mile ten to finish strong rather than survive.

Run the plan.

Enjoy the run.

I care about the time. Enjoying the run is simply how you run when you know what the race is for. Sub-two matters, and it’s one point on a road that goes a lot further than October 3rd.

The bigger goal remains a body that’s still strong and willing a decade from now.

October 3rd is a test of the summer. The summer was a test of something longer.

Pam is on the trail too. Our morning walks became runs, and some days her miles find mine on the same road. Our son carried something from watching this summer into his sophomore year. The discipline that started as self-care became something the people around me could see and take for themselves.

That’s the bigger result. The clock still matters, and I’m going after it.

Eleven days. The legs are ready, and the mind is catching up.

Run the plan. Trust what was built.

The start line is just where the summer shows up.

Dr. Corey Allan
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Dr. Corey Allan

Corey Allan, PhD, LMFT

Marriage therapist, author, and host of Sexy Marriage Radio since 2012. 20+ years in private practice working with couples and individuals. Differentiation-based approach. Remote sessions worldwide.